A paradox, an irony.
Hi people, smash your thoughts. I know what you are thinking. No, it's not that. Somewhat an influence but not the cause.
You want to close in yet you want to run far far away.
Ps, not me. Just a subconscious thought.
I know right! Told ya I will come home and blog but that post ended up empty for the past few days.... Sorry.
I'd hand you the knife now... :(
Actually, you don't have to stab me because I'm stabbing myself constantly. Today... I did nothing.
Come on jl! Work!
:(:(:( panicking right now I'm going to work my ass off after this post.
Watched 2 movies (share next time) and many trailers hahaha. Not forgetting reading interesting things and eating non-stop. Okay my whole body is expanding I need to stop stuffing myself food... Though I can't deny that makes my sucky life better.
Been staying in air-con room almost 24/7. My skin is crazily dry and lips is chapped. beautiful. NOT. My butt hurts from sitting on the chair (watching movie) lol. I'm currently cushioning it using an old pillow. Better but still... :/
Alright, I shall proceed to memorise ALL the Chem I need to. ORGANIC, INORGANIC AND PHYSICAL... It seems like Zero information resides in my brain... :( boo. Alright, I'm going to let Bloody things infesting my brain... Not cute but what to do? Hahahha speaking of bloody I can't help but relate to the sector 7(trailer I watched) and zombie of the land... I can't remember la hahaha but it wasnt that bad.
Best of luck to like-minded people memorising, no, stuffing Chem into their memory today. Xoxo
I hope you like it! Xoxo happy birthday!
I hope you like the celebration (a couple of days ago) yo. ☆〜(ゝ。∂ ) if life is good, probably this is the first birthday I met/sat through you? I think.
ps, I can't help it. Probably the above wouldn't happen but the post will be up here anyway. Too lazy to wait till 12am so yup!
I've said what I wanted on the card already so I'll leave this space like it is. Will blog about the celebration very soon ☆*:.。. o(≧▽≦)o .。.:*☆
New found love for jap keyboard. Am I annoying? The annoying JL. 😁
Alright november, you gonna be good to me yup. Love. ❤
I hung up the phone tonight
Something happened for the first time
Deep inside it was a rush, what a rush
?Cause the possibility
That you would ever feel the same way
About me, just too much, just too much
Why do I keep running from the truth?
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And I just got to know
Do you ever think when you're all alone
All that we can be, where this thing can go?
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it really just another crush?
Do you catch a breath when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do?
?Cause I've tried and tried to walk away
But I know this crush ain?t going away-ay-ay
Going away-ay-ay
Has it ever crossed your mind
When we're hanging, spending time girl?
Are we just friends? Is there more? Is there more?
See it's a chance we've gotta take
?Cause I believe that we can make this into
Something that will last, last forever, forever!
Do you ever think when you're all alone
All that we could be, where this thing could go?
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it really just another crush?
Do you catch a breath when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do?
?Cause I've tried and tried to walk away
But I know this crush aint going away-ay-ay
Going away-ay-ay
Why do I keep running from the truth?
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And I just got to know
Do you ever think when you're all alone
All that we could be, where this thing could go?
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it really just another crush?
Do you catch a breath when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do?
?Cause I've tried and tried to walk away
But I know this crush ain?t going away-ay-ay
This crush ain't going away-ay-ay
Going away
Going away-ay-ay
Going away-ay-ay
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Now when sense, responsibilities, future, worries, life, family, friends and even school sink in, things change.
So pissed with Gmarket because I sent in to cancel an order and the seller just ignore. Yea not totally gmark's fault. Now, you know there are tons of sellers there, so you gonna choose wisely.
You don't know how much I appreciate having you here, reading my endless rants and weird fetishes hahah. Especially to those who have been reading since jielinnnx33 started. The journey was tough but it was all worthwhile.
This little space not only serves as a platform for redundant daily bland events, it also functions as my best listening ear.
Anything, everything (well, almost), it can be here.
So comfortable just like my maomaoo. My 18years' companion. Can fight already.
Alright, i know i love to side-track. Let me continue.
Again, I couldn't emphasise how much writing online means to me. It is a place where I am entitled to blabber non-stop and most viewers would go through all my feelings, thoughts, laughter or memorable events when they read my post.
I would continue to blog and hopefully with better English to please your eyes. Well, agree with me some of my stupid spelling mistakes or grammar errors made you laugh? ^^
I would not, probably, give up this platform and I hope you wouldn't as well. Working hard to write better and more interesting post. Stay tuned my love.
Just Warm fuzzy feeling, heartfelt thanks and tons of love I gathered at 2.14am. Cool ^^