Hello Earthlings!
I edited the post below (major grammar/spelling errors). This always happens when I'm blogging via my phone.
The screen is wayyyyy too small. :/
Went to Kay Lee for roast meat. ban fei ban shou. Not that bad but it is definitely sinful.
Kay Lee Roast Meat
Near Paya Lebar road. I think.
Help ShuQin with her work since I'm pretty free.
Look at the stapler!
New wallpaper. Awww.
Ra Im so pretty, so cool. I like hehee :D
I guess ren Lao le cannot spam too much food anymore. Gained an inch of fats here and there and it's scary.
I might sound like some anorexic kid right now. You may think I'm damn skinny or what but I'm far from that.
But, I'm not someone who steps on weighing machine everyday or measure their limbs every moment. I don't even have a measuring tape, nor weighing scale. Quite fail for a house full of girls.
Anyway, I wasn't really bothered by how meaty i got until I wore a tank top. And looked at recent pictures.
Argh time to cut some weight? I guess fats is the more appropriate word here.
I know it's pretty unbelievable, but I'm under 45kg. Weight doesn't bother me that much as long as it is kept under 45.
However, I do agree I look top meaty to be under 45 T___T
I gained an inch around my waist, no joke. I don't even recall spamming food leh. Lao le.
So I set targets for myself to achieve before the damn new year. I wanna look nice since I only meet my relatives once every year. Must leave good impression, no?
Target. This may be even fatter than what you have but i don't really mind. It's good enough for me. After all, I'm not born bony.
Arms: 9"
Waist: 24"
Thighs: 15"
Hahah didnt measure my bloated face. I let you have 1-2 days shrink in size okay. ^^
I sorta give up on the slim legs thing because my bloody calf is like muscles. Heheh I've running legs, no?
Btw, it's genes. I hate running for goddesses sake. Xo
This is not anorexic, I just wanna look better for my eyes. Not adopting unhealthy jian fei plan like vomiting or what. Just picking up exercises lie aerobics every other day. :D
Wait for my update. I will be back Heheh!
If you wanna just lose an inch or two, come come let's jia you tgt.
So last friday I went to Minds Café with some of my colleagues for Shi Wee's farewell. Continue to excel girl!
That was the first time for me, stepping into Minds Café. There are tons of board games available and it kinda makes me feel ashamed because I barely know those games.
Karen got a deal for us, $15.90 for 3 hours of board games, main course, dessert and free flow of drinks.
The people working there are cute and cheerful. I like. :D
Cranium: Very fun
Oh, I went to the Funan branch btw. Very cozy environment I would say.
The free flow of drinks were meh. Didn't even finish a cup. Guess plain water taste better, to me.
BUT, the main course and desserts, especially desserts, were superb!
Sausage Creamy Pasta
Pretty okayish. Love the bits of ham or what inside.
Double Chocolate brownie (?)
Cannot remember but Minds black and white and apple crumble are mad nice.
Especially apple crumble. Love it to infinity. I always dislike apple crumble but this won me over.
Pictionary
My masterpiece hahahhaa
Shi Wee is not here though. :(
Really like Minds! Going back next tues with peeps! ^^ Pretty near my workplace.
oh there's a mystery thing too! Gonna show them when they go there hehehe.
Parted with them and went to meet Tim. Shopped around (him). Talked a lot.
Miss that boy a lot. Thus explains my good mood?
That's about all~~~~~
I got disgustingly fat. Time to slash them away! :(
Ahh I feel weird not blogging.
I've too much things on hand. So sorry. Barely enjoyed my rest with all the things piling up.
Despite so, 2012 has been great. ^^
I'm done with secret garden. Yes it is indeed a nice show. But I kinda hate the kids they have. Haahhaa irritating lot. You can expect a post on that show too. Once I figure my schedule and to-dos out.
Just wanna say, man I'm really that sort of person. The more I look at the actors in the show, the more I like them.
Am I such an easy influence hur? Thank god I didn't mix with bengs and lians when I was young. If not I would probably be smoking or what now, not here, blogging my ass off because I need to go to bed and prepare myself for the first official meeting with all the people in my company. Without Jessica tomorrow.
Yes it has been a great year, so tomorrow will be as usual, great.
Wait for my post during lunch break. I foresee solo lunch/snacking in the office. Geez I'm still pretty lazy to socialise that much other than with Jess.
I can only treat limited people wholeheartedly. Sounds bad but this is true. Guess my energy and attention are the
most finite resources I own.
But hey maybe it's just today.
I might be damn energetic tomorrow and everything above don't hold. Who knows? ^^
Now now, download 49days and just die on my bed. Finally starting this drama. It has been on my computer for more than 49 days. See ya cute Earthlings.
If you have read the post before this (sorry for all the shabbiness but I sacrificed my sleep and show for it), you will realise I missed someone out. Not typing for joe because he doesn't read anyway. -___-
Kai. Yes.
We were like so damn close when we were sec2. But well, over the years we sort of drifted apart. We had less to talk, I simply stopped turning to him. Argh why did I?
Yesterday was a.... make it or break it day.
We spent our first second of 2012 on the train. Not bad especially I've the closest lot around me. With comfortable MRT seats. Haaaaaaahaaa.
Anyhow, so we reached Woodlands pretty early. Together with Kai, we accompanied Shimei home.
Went to the coffee shop for ice milo. Thanks Kai! ^^ Crapped and talked. Nothing can replace all that, swear.
Sent Shimei to her block before walking back to the station.
Meanwhile, h2h talk with this boy. I can barely feel my feet after the whole 45 minutes walk but everything was worth it.
Lost a couple of secrets blah but know this boy so much more. Anything can share too! I will listen.
Anywayzzzzz, he totally deserved a post on his own because he said something which really really really touched me. kai you started my 2012 in such a good note!
I needed the toilet (too much milo lol). Outside the toilet...
Kai: 我也要去,你在里面久一点
Me: *puzzled* 可是我好了你也会好了
(PS, I know I'm not linking very well. It's 2am in the morning)
Kai: 这样我会先出来
You don't know how much these words meant to me man. I totally didn't notice my surroundings please. There were apparently drunk foreigners etc around.
This is the first time in my life I feel so protected and love.
xo <3 ky.
And we continued to walk all the way back to my house after that. 45 minutes walk. Best 45 minutes in my whole entire 2012. LOL.
Are you ready to read? This will be by far one of the most emotional post. I went through so much today.
It was just overwhelming and idky I am constantly screwing my life up. Idky I am always whining and complaining. Idky I am lousy and such and throw bullshit to people who care a tonne.
I am really damn mad at myself, I swear. There is absolutely no reason why they stayed around for all these years when I'm just an irritating bitch. Dumb, not caring, not funny, no talent, not quite cute nor ms nice nor fun.... :( But they did.
Seven years, officially, they stayed. They grew up with me, they laughed and cried with me, they love me.
Why? I'm not that sure. But I am thankful I got these walls around me; my comfort zone.
I was so afraid of losing them. Do you know? I hope I really got it across. It really makes me feel down and extremely negative when I cherish the person/people so much but they don't seem to care as much. Yes, that's when everything got me down. (I'm pretty lousy I know). I will probably give you shit (there's a tiny voice inside me telling me to stop, but can't).
It's as though, the more I cherish a person, the harder it is for me to bring it across to him/her and it makes me so frustrated and I will start all my shitty stuff and blah.
That is probably why I had so much failed relationships too. Meh. Y u no get it? Hahaha!
Anyway, i am super duper thankful.
The whole thing brought me closer to them. I hope you feel the same too my dearests.
It was super comforting when tiffy gave me a little pat on my shoulder, or back. Can't remember. It meant a lot. I connect really well with people physically. I always thought so too.
Ok this is one of my secrets la! Very wrong to say out but ya.
It gives me comfort when people and I touch. (when I am down, angry etc?)
I guess no one really knows but a hug would probably stop all my nonsense. Hehe. But please don't exploit if not no use :P
It was heart rending to see shimei crying, for me. I should never make this girl cry.
I just held on to her and her grip was strong.
I held on harder and she did too. You know how.. It feels? To me, it means.. You don't wanna lose me as much as I do.
Damn touched at that instant. Like damn damn type.
Ahh I'm a physical person-___-
Taurus connects through their 5 senses. I agree, a lot.
I love pretty things, soothing music, different textures on my skin, perfumes etc.
Now do you feel like you know me slightly better? ^^
I am sorry I gave you shit. Liting tried talking to me. Weiloke er tried offering me sweet la ok. They tried so much do hard yet im still immature blah blah I'm really... Slap myself 1000 times please.
I said all I felt, so much fears and so much anger in 2011. Hurt you guys in 2011. 2012, I will be a better girl. A more useful person. Not just someone that weighs my friends down.
Once again, I love you so much.
Sorry I exploited the words but then again, I can't find a replacement for how I feel towards you. Xo