I just had say the worst cramp in my whole entire life. Well, I shouldn't complain but it really hurts :'( I can't even crawl into bed because the pain was just.... crazy.
I really shouldn't complain because having cramps is much better than no period at all? Thank god it is more 'stable' now. Yes I enjoy the freedom, no need to worry about overflows, bloated face tummy arms legs everywhere, backaches, breakouts mood swings etc but it is kinda worrying at the same time. I'm constantly wondering is it telling me something; a red flag my body is rising?
PS, I have realllllllly really bad mood swings. I can explode at anyone I swear (which is totally bad I'm sorry) and cry over anything (from a dog to my life) and the next moment I would laugh at myself for being so silly and wanna dig a hole and hide.
Such incoherence is 10 times more obvious during times like this. Welcome to my life :D
Ok this post serves no purpose at all so good night!
Please not another nightmare. It is damn thrilling (usually zombies/ghost) but it is really taxing to solve puzzles/run for my life in my dream. I will wake up feeling even more tired LOL.
Thank god. Recess week is here. Well, I've A LOT to catch up but at least I've some sort of break?
Life just slapped me hard in my face. Just when I'm really contented with what I have now.
Every crisis is an opportunity right? So I should embrace it and try to turn the situation around?
I feel like I'm writing a whole chunk of questions I've no answer to. In fact, questions no one can answer me. I don't like the uncertainties I see in front of me. I want to shun this storm so bad.
Bugger jl needs the odds to be in her favor.
After all, life is never a bed of roses.
"People who wander might not get lost."
I'm back, I'm blogging again. My midterms are over and I've finished my drama (no more additional addiction for me). 1 more presentation to go before embracing my recess week, which will sadly be filled with inorg chem & accounting because I'm really bad at both :(
JK! what is a break without outings/gatherings/fun hahahha. Haven't finalised the plans yet but I hope I have 1-2days alone time (to run errands, rest and go for all my appointments), a few days for work and play and last couple of days for school work.
Brace yourself for another week my dear.
8/9/2013, Sunday
Zoo on Sunday for BAT family day. Boss gave me some tickets so I decided to bring my 'papa' and 'mama' along :)
OOTD:
Owl cropped top: Tw | Mint HWS: JEM | Bracelet: Sis's?
Wanted to grab more HWS in other colours because they fit pretty well but JEM is currently closed : |
Had some activities there, walked around and saw a lot of cutesy animals~ weather was pretty cooling too!
Can't find my giant grey penguin, so sad. They used to have shelves of penguins omgggg where did all of them go?? Guess I need to visit the bird park soon.
Cabbed back to woodlands for share tea and loitered around Cwp. The end.
2 more weeks to recess week! Half a sem has passed. I will be 50 years old if time passes this fast every single day.
You can see how backdated this post is.
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5 favourites for August! Actually, I've been loving them for a while now! Reviews will take too long to write so a favourite post first.
1. Gucci envy
Bought this baby last year during Xmas period but I didn't really like it a lot. 1 year later the older jl starts to love the scent! It is very different from my usual floral sweet scent. Lasting power is ok and it smells good when the scent fades a little. A more 'formal' scent in my collection.
2. OJK green tea
Not a fan of sweetened, artificial green tea but that doesn't mean I don't like green tea. I love brewed Japanese green tea (or Chinese tea). OJK Japanese green tea is exactly my cup of tea LOL. I will brew 1 sachet in approximately 1L of water, 500mL at room temperature if I'm bringing it to school. My essential on tues/fri because lessons are damn long. My caffeine~
Anyway, green tea has a lot of health benefits/anti-oxidants so ya, a healthier source of caffeine?
Don't drink >1 sachet a day/have it everyday because I find it too 'cooling' for my body. And not at night unless you want to spend your night awake. It is damn bad :/
3. Senka perfect whip facial foam
My favourite facial wash now! So fun to wash with and it cleanses really well! Very affordable too.
4. The faceshop eyeshadow
Picked up some eye shadows again. TFS eye shadows are inexpensive and works like a dream. Really pigmented and they are a great everyday colour. I use them to line my eyes when I want a more natural look.
5. Liese moisturising spray
Review it
here. I have been reaching out for this a lot nowadays. It is not that hard to use once you've gotten used to spraying products on your hair. A very quick hair mist to freshen your hair and keep your hands free from oily serums or oils.
So I thought about it - the question that has been bugging me all my life, the question I've been avoiding day and night.
I need some sort of plan for the next 10 years. Things I wanna do, things I wanna experience and so on. But commitments chain me down like a criminal. From society to friends, from strangers to close ones.
Future is unpredictable but at least a little dream or idea will guide you to where you want. It is far better than wandering around, wondering where you ought to be, what you ought to do.
That being said, you're only free to explore if you are not caged up like a domestic bird. More often than not, the cage around you is your life. Or rather, the life society programmed for you.
Not everyone has the courage to step out of the cage.
And I wonder whether I will spend my whole life in it.
Hey guys! A quick one to summarise my week before I clear my work. Have to if I still want my free time/playtime :)
Will only record those with pictures hahaha. No pictures = boring day. Save you guys from really boring blabbering.
31/8/2013, Saturday
Participated in the amazing race and we came in third! Thank you all the nice people! CapitalLand vouchers to spend during our recess week heheheee.
2/9/2013, Monday
Dinner with the family @ Collins, a place highly recommended by sw. Very affordable but I find the food very average. Well, really worth the penny because the serving is huge!
Finished our dinner in about 15 minutes! In a rush as dad came home late and aunt was waiting for us at the airport.
Then we had the usual Swensens ice-creams again~
I kinda like the brownie (tasted really buttery) and the butterscotch ice-cream! Fatasssss.
Sent my sissy off :'( So lonely at home I started talking to my teddy bear hahahaha. 4 more weeks to having her around again~ My nonsense acceptor hehehee!
Breakfast. Big big big bun but not very nice
Friday happy pill!
And thank you Starhub!
I know I need to do something to my hair. Damn er xin ugh. Till then!