Visited the doctor and popa feels slightly better now. Xin teng seeing him limp around. T - T Big thanks to many, seriously. I was so devastated last night I hid in the washroom and cried my eyes out, silently.
Who knows what will happen to you or the one you love? Cherish please.
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Alright, sentimental issues aside, Popa drove me to SSDC to register for my BTT. Aye shit just got real. I've exactly 2 months before my test. I am really scared controlling a machinery this big (and dangerous). The largest thing I can operate well is... iPhone? DSLR? Okay la maybe bicycle hahaa. I was reluctant to pick up driving now but I felt so crippled last night when I can't drive my popa to the doctor when he was in pain. Moma wasn't home and the only soul capable to drive can't be bothered.
-_-
Popa wants me to learn manual in case I switch to become some lorry woman or what. We will see..?
Second thing, nuffnang's cashout arrived!
Using the money for early xmas dinner. Thank you nuffnang!
I spent the couple of hours in the clinic talking to my popa. Told him about school, about life and about holiday plans. Guess it's a blessing in disguise because we finally sat down and talked.
He's cooking zhu jiao chu now and it smells delis!
Okay humans, I should start my revision now. Wasted a couple of days already. My future isn't just mine.
- Everybody needs to be encouraged, including you. Keep doing the best you can, you've got what it takes and you are going to make it. Remember to encourage others to pursue their own dreams. Build each other up, encouragement is important. -
I can never pull off this look, whatevs.
Dear blank,
Stuck in this page for really long. I really have no idea what to blog about but I've the urge to do it. I slacked my whole day away and it feels sooooo good. I think I deserve a short break from studying. Took a nap (like 2h not 20mins, finally) and even painted my nails. I feel so happy looking at my bright pink nails. Awesome.
Like my white teeth? These are the awesome effects of #DarlieExpertWhite - Scientifically Proven 3X Whitening Effects! http://sg.churpchurp.com/jielinnnx33/share/darlieexpertwhite
I didn't know I extend my eye line that much hahah. It doesn't really show up though. Purple sparkly eyeshadows x matt orange lips. Or red for that matter. Spontaneous. Backdrop looks photoshop but it's not.
Tell me this is donghae (on the right) right?? Chanced upon his photos in tumblr and he's so cute ^^
Random 5 points:
1. Bought a tripod (I know, finally). Thanks yq!
2. 4 papers down in 3 days. 2 more to go!
3. Dear hair please grow I wanna dye and perm?
4. So good to be home
5. Watching American dramas again. Always so exciting.
Dear tired-jl,
You're done with paper as of now and the third and fourth one will be off the list 24 hours from now. Be strong and stay focus! Hope it is all good for you guys as well (unless you're not having any finals)
First paper and all I remember was shivering, stupidity and worrying about my fob. I didn't lose it don't worry. Second paper was all about more shivering, trying to keep awake and forgetting my pencil case (YA WTF RIGHT but thank god it was prior to the start of the paper).
Yq stuck this on my desk; the spot I ALWAYS doze off on
How an egg should be eaten? Halved and sprinkled with tons of condiments
Pic turned out nice (Egg was good too).
How to break an egg?
Let it roll off the table yeah. Broke nicely hehee. You need some skills for that you know! I should write this new found (useless) talent in my diary or something.
Nippon Cheese Cake
Got a little something for the roomie~
Ya that's all.
The place where I retreat to when I'm all worn out. It will take me in no matter what state I am in or what mistakes I made. The place where other people hurt more than you when you fall. The place where arguments never last and bonds never break.
I am so grateful every single day. Why did I take so long to realise what I always have?
We were so happy together, I hope we will always be.
Many many years ago but this is the only most recent family photo I can find.
I guess we need more shots together. I hope everyone will be there.
Food x Love
I guess popa filled-with-love supper delivery fueled me a lot mentally. But I'm regretting now because my tummy is threatening to explode hours after popping 2 popiahs in. So full to sleep.
Hmmm so much suppers nowadays. :/ Nvm diet comes after exams hehe.
I did so many things today; anything and everything except revision-related fml.
1. Researched about braces, invisalign and jaw surgery. Seriously I'm considering to do it asap. Read about all the procedures and even found someone who wrote her whole experience down. Scary yet tempting. Ahh it all boils down to the cost. It's frigging expensive T ^ T Money, I need you.
2. Researched on another to-spend instead. At least it is something more feasible. OVEN. Hohoho can't wait to mess the kitchen up after examinations!
3. Planned xmas dinner. ^^
4. Applied for a job lol
5. Bookmarked/saved all the pictures of the stuff I want to DIY. I wanna cook, bake and make interesting things so I can share it here!
6. Ate so much I gained a kg back lol. It's okay I need the energy to think~
7.Shopped in US/UK sites. Black Friday sales is awesome. I'm going to continue tomorrow. I really wanna visit Europe/US/UK!
8. Watched a whole truck of winter makeup looks. All excited for Xmas! My favourite season of the year~ I caught myself singing Christmas carols when I'm revising. Happiest period of the year! Everyone should be immersed in joy and all right now (ya I know panic mode is too overwhelming but still).
If you can figure out.
I look totally cui from all the late nights and early mornings. Finally no selca.
Joking, here's one I managed to save with filters.
Filters I used for photo number...
1. Instagram
2. PES
3&4: MTXX